Meanwhile, Mathieu continued to call her about once a week.

Never to ask for money.

At first, their conversations lasted 5 minutes.

Then 10.

One evening, he announced to her that he and Amandine had separated for good.

Colette is not happy.

She simply asked:

— And the children?

— We’re setting up a shared custody arrangement. We’re trying not to involve them in the conflict.

— That’s the most important thing.

Mathieu then told him that he had discovered other debts, but that he had negotiated a repayment plan.

— I’ll be here for a long time.

— Then you’ll make progress for a long time.

He laughed softly.

— Before, you probably would have offered to pay part of it.

— Before, yes.

— I’m glad you’re not doing it.

Colette remained silent.

This sentence was perhaps worth more than all the others.

Six months after the birthday dinner, Colette was packing her suitcase to leave for 10 days on the Breton coast.

A neighbor was supposed to drive her to the train station.

Mireille had offered to collect the mail.

Before closing her door, Colette checked the windows one last time.

His phone rang.

Mathieu.

— Hi, Mom. I wanted to wish you a good trip.

– THANKS.

— And to tell you something.

Colette sat down on the last step of the staircase.

— I’m listening.

— I’ve finished repaying my share of the old charges I owed you since we left. The last transfer went out this morning.

Colette had indeed received a notification.

— I saw it.

Silence.

Then Mathieu continued:

— For a long time, I thought you had abandoned us that night.

Colette said nothing.

— Now, I think you’ve just stopped carrying us.

Sa gorge se serra.

— It makes a difference.

— A huge one.

He was an inspiration.

“What I did with the power of attorney was unforgivable. I’m not asking you to forget. I just wanted you to know that I finally understand why you couldn’t continue as before.”

Colette ran her thumb along the handle of her suitcase.

— Understanding does not change the past.

– I know.

— But it can change what we do afterwards.

On the other end of the phone, Mathieu sighed softly.

— So maybe we could have lunch when you get back.

Colette smiled.

– Maybe.

This was not the automatic forgiveness her family had once expected from her.

It wasn’t a definitive break either.

It was something more fragile and more honest: a relationship to be rebuilt slowly, without money placed between them to buy peace.

After the call, Colette left.

The house stood peacefully behind her.

A few months earlier, every noise coming from upstairs made her stomach clench.

Now, a plant placed by Mireille appeared behind the upper window.

Colette thought about the pieces of the bill that had fallen onto that restaurant table.

That evening, she had thought she was only tearing up a bill.

In reality, she had torn up an invisible contract that she had never consciously accepted: the one according to which her love would always have to cost something.

She got into the car.

When the house disappeared at the end of the street, she did not look behind her a second time.

Before her lay the train station, the ocean, and several days during which no one would expect a transfer, a card, or a sacrifice from her.

Only his presence.

And for the first time in a very long time, Colette knew that this had to be enough.