She pointed to the files piled up in front of her.
— And here, there are many traces.
The hearing took place at the judicial court.
Camille arrived with Thomas before the doors opened.
The children had stayed at their grandparents’ house.
Lucas only knew that his parents had “an adult date”.
This time, Camille felt no guilt about using that expression.
The adults had created this chaos.
The children did not have to wear every detail of it.
Solène was already in the corridor with her lawyer.
She didn’t look at her brother.
She looked at Camille.
A long time.
Then she whispered:
— All because you couldn’t let me talk to my own children.
Camille did not reply.
Master Delmas had repeated to him:
— Not in the corridor. Not in front of the families. Not before the hearing.
Inside, Solène’s lawyer presented an isolated mother, overwhelmed at the time of the events, surrounded by people more comfortable than she was with institutions.
She explained that Camille worked in the family business and that this imbalance had inevitably influenced the decisions.
Solène looked at the judge with reddened eyes.
Camille felt the old reflex return for a few moments.
Shameful.
The fear of having actually taken up too much space.
Then Ms. Le Goff was heard.
She brought her reports.
Not memories reconstructed 3 years later.
Dated notes.
She explained that the temporary solution had initially been preferred.
Several options had been proposed to Solène.
That adoption had not been mentioned by Camille during the first few months.
Then she read a sentence written in her report after her individual interview with Solène:
“The woman wants a definitive solution and is herself asking what steps would allow the foster family to legally become the children’s parents.”
Solène lowered her eyes.
Master Delmas asked:
— Were Camille or Thomas present during this interview?
— Non.
— Have you observed any pressure from them?
— Non.
— Did you suggest to Solène that she take more time?
– Yes.
— What was his response?
Ms. Le Goff consulted her notes.
She said, “If I keep promising them I’ll come back, I’ll end up hurting them more than my absence.”
Thomas ran a hand over his face.
Camille stared at the edge of the table.
She remembered that time.
But hearing the words spoken by Solène herself was different.
The notary was then questioned about consent.
He explained his procedure.
The information provided.
The questions asked.
The withdrawal period.
Camille’s absence during the crucial interview.
— Did this person seem to understand the nature of the act?
– Yes.
— Did you have a doubt serious enough to refuse to accept his consent?
— Non.
Solène’s lawyer insisted.
— A person can appear calm and yet be in distress.
– Of course.
— So you can’t say for sure that she was okay.
— That wasn’t my role.
The notary paused.
— My role was to verify that she understood what she was signing and that her consent was given without identifiable coercion. On these points, I found no irregularities.
Then came the moment when Solène spoke.
At first, his voice trembled.
She explained that she had poor memories of that period.
She felt as if she had spent several months in a fog.
She had believed that an adoption would never prevent the children from returning to everyday life.
Master Delmas did not attack him.
She asked simple questions.
— Did you sign in front of the notary?
– I guess.
— You don’t remember?
— Not clearly.
— Do you remember asking if Camille could send you some news?
Solène hesitated.
– Maybe.
Why ask this question if you thought the children were going to come back to live with you?
Silence.
Solène’s lawyer sat up straight.
— My client was confused.
Master Delmas nodded.
— That’s precisely what we’re trying to establish.
Then she presented a message sent by Solène to Thomas several weeks after the signing.
Camille didn’t even know it existed.
Thomas had found it while searching for old exchanges for the case.
Solène wrote there:
“I know there’s a window of opportunity to go back, but I’m not going to use it. If they’re finally starting to feel at home, I don’t want to ruin everything yet.”
The silence in the room changed in nature.
Solène stared at her brother.
— Did you keep that?
Thomas responded before his lawyer could stop him.
— I keep my sister’s messages. I never knew I’d have to use them one day to protect my children from her.
Solène started to cry.
Not loudly.
His shoulders tensed.
Camille looked away.
She felt no joy.
This is what she had tried to avoid for 3 years: seeing a family transform her most painful memories into numbered pieces.
When Camille was questioned, she did not speak of victory.
She recounted the first night.
Inès with her coat in the kitchen.
Lucas asleep in front of the sofa.
Missed appointments.
The excuses invented to protect Solène’s image.
Then she talked about the July 14th lunch.
“Why did you bring the documents to a family party?” asked the judge.
Camille took the time to reply.
— Because the accusations had become increasingly specific over the past few weeks. She was already saying that the adoption had been forced upon her. I was afraid she would talk about it in front of the children.
— And she did it.
– Yes.
— Why didn’t you just leave the meal?
Camille looked at her hands.
— Because Lucas asked me why his aunt said I wasn’t his mother. At that moment, leaving would have given the impression that I had something to hide.
She then recounted the episode at school.
The judge’s face became more closed off.
— Did Solène know that she was not allowed to take the child back?
– Yes.
— Had the school received temporary authorization?
— Non.